When I was born, juz like other babies, looks like perfect, no imperfection, or disability....
My childhood is fully with colors - playing, watchin cartoon.. Dragon Ball, Thundercats, Doraemon, follow all the series of Ultraman until his Mom and Dad (wear the earring...hahaha)...juz same like others...
Until then....
When you realize that u r not perfect... The flaw that make every1 u love felt so worried..
When it's happen? i also dunno it...not aware bout it... it juz like Clark Kent dunno that he is the Superman...
Going into primary school, no one wanna frenz wif me... only one or 2 of them have a strength to create a smile to me..
They look me like an ugly duck... laughing, tease monkey to me...
What I do? Nothing... coz I dunno, not understand their action..
"so wierd...why they mocking me? I hv a couple of legs, hands, hv a Ryu Su-Young's nose, then why???"
I realize that thing when my bro being mad and run amok in my class coz I'm crying...
Why i'm cryin? coz that day I realize what are my diasbility....
I don't ask to be like this... And I'm not the person which determines all of this... Its the Creator of Earth, The Creator of plants, animals, and you!
So, why you allz pointing all of this to me??? what's my wrong??? OMG!
I dont want to b like this... i dont want to b deserve like this... but what can i do??? coz its stick in my body until death! why all of u blame me??? mocking the gentle man, the soft man????? or in your word queer???
Yes... this is who am i... if you think i choose to be like this, i rather not born into this cruel dark world...
**GentleMe**
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